Other than organelles, also cognitive phase-space ::

img_3315

IMG::: http://sumthinblue.com/house-of-leaves/

Don’t close tabs and minify windows..
Copy all into a .txt –
Trying to close without copy,

Ever a spiral of distraction

Let be let be let be let do
See if, at the end, you have a ‘MUST READS!!!’ section?
Or was it a lot of junk?
MUST READS , polish the craft , but not tonight , nor the morrow
Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait.

always.always.always.always.thetasks
Come the weekend, study…

Find simple ways to attack problems
BACK THE FUCK UP from it !
One cannot see the Sistine Chapel or the House of Leaves
From the distance of the nose

On Work & On Practice & On Flow (+ status update)

Sleep deprived

Coffee to go

Getting beyond self

To make it to appointments

“I would say I was ready before, but there were, uh, unexpected things” “But my attitude has definitely shifted a lot since then…”

To the bus, to the bus. Who needs to drive? Criminal record be damned, I can get a job tomorrow…

A place in the city. Freedom demands it, when you’ve lost or never had car or license. The only way to fly!

Assaultive night spirit driven away with a popcorn like sound. The bedroom safe again, meditation with preset intention continues to solve problems on 1st try

Eleven shades of shadow, focus and define and gravitate to your aims. Inch by step by milligram.

A spin and a swirl, stabbing deeper into anti-tragedian thought

Music changes roles, rights reverse and refactor, shades of grey fade into fires of practice fitting

Yet to move to one side also means letting go another

Practice practice practice, and prioritize.. See that you hold loosely to the thread, neither white-knuckling nor letting fall

Call on your spirits & angels & deities & demonoids & philosophical scaffolds whenever you wish; memorize the few prayers, or write more, when it suits your fancy

Let be, let be, let be, let do … Bonkajeedevi, a key to rememberance of crucial things not to forget

Align but do not toil. X marks your targets; yet recall & recall & recall, for you, the focus is your needs, not the wailing Worlds’

So be real and enraptured; let not fantasy become Elephant Overrun # ;

———–

Got submission done for POETRY Magazine last night. The contest I was submitting the same things to is temporarily closed because they reached their limit on freebies from Submittable for the month, so that’ll have to wait until 11/1. But they allow 8 pieces not 4, so perhaps I’ll make more ready by then.. Also a haiku contest coming due. Submit only 1! The challenge! I do not often write haiku, but I wrote 16 before bed last night. I started many of them, but only double started one. Almost finished with final revision of my 2nd book, but being broke, have to start bringing in paychecks before Dad will back me for BookBaby. It will be getting an entirely* new title & cover, as well as some corrections, but no major structural changes or additions or deletions (possibly to add some art though?) except to cut 3 sub-par* and mismatched appendices. Version 1 with wrong formatting here: Ziggomatic Keys (*& Synaptic Syntactic &*)

1st published manuscript: The Driftwood of Our Lives Washed Up On Some Foreign Shore

BookBaby will push to 60 or 70 ebook markets in all formats, not just Amazon, for $150. The total package for ebook/print (+100 copies)/print on demand & fulfillment, with all the goodies that entails runs to around $1400 for my particular needs and without getting them to do my cover design..

Psychic Fugue Studio ::::: TribalEphemeral on Twitter ::::: This Blog’s Facebook Page

The most important attention for your work is your attention (&time)….

Organizing Principles

Cut Out, Throw Away, Reduce, Simplify, Reuse, Keep Clean
All along the angels watch us, ever silently
All along we take our tea with Demonoid, the Faeries, Lao Tzu
Master of Ceremonies wants no part of your foolhardiness
In each
Time
Replace symbols
With acts >
But note:
Questions unspoken can plague you
But those voiced can sometimes be even worse
The inner pipings of the mind conspire
The hopes and fears collude and diminish
REALITY takes center stage once more,
After its lengthy and interminable patience waiting in the wings
Bibliophiles care not a whit for you –
At least not yet
Your cares unpile and dissolve
Clinging ever to the past –
Until these days of your era near
Coming unglued from conventionality
Abandonment of college
Failure of conventionality
Like a hot mess, I am resplendent
Need for mental care forgotten
The growth by leaps and bounds –
I am Ready; I know my Direction  
Never return and never recoil
End it all with peace and justice
Step forth into a New Life
Become whole and rejoice $
Ignore signs and portents and explanations
Finally, chart your own course…!

14227972047_d35359c59c_z

https://www.flickr.com/photos/40545841@N08/14227972047/
Goran Paunovic: https://www.flickr.com/photos/artversion/

Finding my way to peace of mind
Withdrawing from a course
Having time for all my projects
New ($) job to start tomorrow
Underlandish intellectually
Short hours late at night
Theatre or poli sci in the summer?
Depending on what’s a humanity
Resume page for website and dating profile
Traffic way down due to election
But got 20 postcards done today!
Be all caught up by Thursday…
Going to love this semester instead of hate it
————-
Http://bit.ly/1Osm1R2 The Driftwood of Our Lives Washed Up on Some Foreign Shore on sale 99 cents through 2/4 at 4pm when it goes up to $1.99 for a few days
Check out my awesome web art at Project 2011 – Focus and make sure you find all the links (some are animated and invisible at first)

Status of Forces

Photo on 11-1-15 at 7.26 PM

(Repost from my http://poeticpostcards.wordpress.com !)

Whooo! My I Ching for why my computers are acting so weird has 10 Treading changing to 28 Excess… I Suppose I am getting so into this and other internet projects that my homework is being neglected… I still have time though. I set a timer for 1 hour. We’ll see how that goes. And I’m going to try to stay up until 5 am and then sleep, since I’ll soon be starting a job that will run until 4am 4 or 5 days a week. Yesterday I stayed up 25 hours before I took my night pills. I was a little frazzled by 3am so I started doing crossword puzzles instead of (unpaid) work. But then I got so into that I stayed up until 630am. I only managed to sleep 3 hours but I feel great! I have several other things I want to get going other than this (regular music and art practice and I’ve been neglecting my paper writing and typing shit up too) but I’m really into this. I’m disappointed that my green notebook with ~3 months of work in it vanished mysteriously, but I’m not bummed out about it. But I have to make the grade this semester to graduate. Nevertheless I wrote 6 postcards today, and will be adding 7 to the site shortly!

I have a new homepage at http://www.psychicfuguestudio.net that lists all my projects and pieces and stuff that are online (more to come! I have one sound project from a 2011 class ready to upload, and 2 stop motion videos (if I can find the stop motion stuff)). Also, I registered http://savetheoxygen.org . There’s nothing there yet, but you can already sign up for the mailing list by sending an email to proprietor@psychicfuguestudio.net with “subscribe[savetheoxygen.org]” in the subject. Any personal notes are also nice, if you wish! There will be a small site with its own blog, hosted at Dreamhost (who are awesome!) since I couldn’t register savethoxygen.wordpress.com today (unknown errors) and I know how to run wordpress at Dreamhost and it costs me nothing more! (Voted PC Mag best web hosting 2 years running)…

If you are enjoying this project, please consider buying an ebook or buying some postcard blanks of the design I’m using from Zazzle (when I can figure out what’s wrong with my Zazzle upload). signing up to give $1 a month on my patreon.com site. Of course I will soon be employed, so I’ll have beer money for a little while, but there’s no telling how long I will be able to hang on to it. Night work and my *ahem* problem (which seems to be a lot better) considering. It would be great if I could be a full time activist and poet, or mainly activist, but the sum total of donations so far is $5.40 (thanks donsloanauthor.wordpress.com! We love you!). There are bonuses and perks listed at my Patreon page (below) including a free book and some shit I can’t remember for everyone (such as patrons only posts) who gives even $1 a month. But enough about money!

I forget what else I was going to say! Ballyhoo!

———————————————————
Book Samples:

Unmentionable
Categories of things sift into conspiracies
Everything is a symbol of something else
http://bit.ly/1Klzoyz #synapticsyntactic

All over the map is the insurrection
And all our pieces topple over
It is disastrous
#tdoolwuosfs #poetryebook
4.5 Stars on Amazon

(Near) Complete list of projects and media online by me:
http://www.psychicfuguestudio.net
1000 Postcard Project: http://bit.ly/1PBwQxZ
micropoetry http://twitter.com/tribalephemeral
$1 a month perks http://patreon.com/lostinmist
Nifty web art + words project: http://bit.ly/1RPkhFG
Book sample: http://bit.ly/1RNLB73
Book: http://amzn.to/1Klzoyz “Ziggomatic Keys” #poetry
For the audiophile: http://bit.ly/1RNLxnS
Book: http://amzn.to/1Osm1R2 “The Driftwood of Our Live Washed Up on Some Foreign Shore” #poetry

See to your Mind

While illness diminishes me
it also makes me wondrous
Deep and unique
The symbology of the phenotype
The literalness of our peril
The cold of january
Splitting hairs and chilling
Harming none for science
Alarming things
Sequencing the mutations
Breakage is memory
Loss is trust
Recovery is in the air
Report for work tomorrow
Learn and see career center
Clean this place
See to your mind
Set all in order