In focus, think of god, angels, the multiverse

Typical evening that triphead

Then to retranslate

All into symbols resembling sanity

Visions most fructulous, 5x the usual amount

A repeating new mantra, a very neat word

‘Bonkajeedevi’ follows through

A key to remember a key to remember

A key to remember the things to which one must not forget

A strike of anxiety on come down, a need for ethyl drink

A remembrance here after treatment, once funds exhausted

Never to have a day of such emptiness as the hangover four days later again

“Cunning, baffling, powerful” they say

A truth

Not that the steps are always necessary to work

Reassemble, I need you clear

You have goals

Clear mind, low anxiety

You are in physiological difficulty

It passes, abstract thought problems also

Ethyl drink will sabotage you, most times

Even periods of semi stability

Were bound to slip

Daily drinking,

Always an interference on creativity

Even three drinks of weeknights, too many on weekends

Bound to have spun you out of the job soon

The need of assigning meaning not necessary to mantras,

Remember it always, and remember the loss of time of avoidable sickness

And loss of memory of ethyl drink

Not to be paralyzed in illness,

Seems what is ordered

Such mote it be

And also to recall the Unitarian Panpsychist prayer

To remember that prayers can be answered

And intentions can be set to trips

Work into your process

And blessed be

Although before a thought to not drinking yet,

After the Holy Hangover of Void, a mood to avoid at all costs,

Yet time passes, and temptations are all around

See to it there is not a dose of purple that high again

Uncontrollable anxiety is to be avoided

As are anxieties of the more pedestrian sort..

Magic Star Time

Unlikely to BE any Magic Star Time today
The dose is too small
All I could afford
But there certainly was yesterday
The aniracetam not cancelling the dextromethorphan
As you might expect
Perhaps even Amplifying?
We’ll see in a little while
Bringing the doses closer together
Smidgen of strange feelings lingering in my head
Tremendous thoughts found
It crept up on me yesterday
I kept thinking, well it’s less than expected
Until, then it wasn’t
And I had to admit I had the full effect
Possibly more….
Happy days
Little beer, but some
Trade-offs and compromises
Cards VERY favorable for dosage
Do not disconnect
Love is in the air
But perhaps with the seeds?…
Then may we have victory?
Cards extremely favorable again
Although they may be cancelled by the venlafaxine
We’ll see, we’ll see indeed
Couple hours to soak
We’ll see
Bit of creeping headache
See where this goes
Delight I already feel rising
Perhaps a different sort of Magic Star Time,
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Speaking as an American
Making it through the climate change puzzle
Will be like
Tripping on music’s
and realizing your existence
Not living in a tent
Or a wood heated cabin
Or a tropical Bali
Is fossil fuels
We’ve got a lot of years
But can we possibly tool down
Quick enough
My life will be over
Those who hoard oxygen for energy
It will not be straight sustainable at all


Snails go racing down DNS trees
Whales go pacing by porkers with bees
Symbols of longing and night to repair
Evils incumbent and people who dare
Liars resending all of their threats
Magistrates talking of judicial bets
Meaning fixed once and meter fixed twice
Aliens eat pumpkins and children and lice
Finding your boss alone in the steamer
Finding your nightshade and thus your redeemer
Holly-go-lightly and dumpy old Phyllis
Hawkeye and Pumpkin and don’t forget Willis
The eels reply with some GIFs of their own
The nightmares take stock and send bots to dethrone
The angels are beaming down boxes of light
The wendigos are throwing their weight with their might
Tripping with jellies and tripping with beans
Shooting with methods, ascending in means
All against one, and one against once
Truly believing that god never punts
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