DXM (Diminishment of Terms)

Also posting to erowid and facebook and twitter and tumbler and scriggler

even after fifty
trip limit. still
mildly psychedelic
with meditation
300 mg level
15-16 years of use
withe technology work
and text messaging
I can assess the line
breaks when i get
back
short pages
still having coherent
verbal thought forms
in and out of meditation
last time i submitted
15 years ago (no less
but i feel like it
typing not yet
poet by trade
suspected us government
technology project
experience with psychosi
at least four times although
only out of hospital
once for seven days
dream telepathy
scientific studies in the
paranormal
dont need long pages
hanwrite
don’t need typing
thought break
although sick
just barely
beta glucan
no aniracetam today
climate change project
postcards social media
diminishment of terms
easy to spell non immersive
psychedelic
some dissociative
no real visuals
meditation timer just
went off
is the size of notebooks
changing or jus me?
didnt check today at
drug store
fast response climate change
punk rock poetry pitches
at bar with climate
change project
no money no plastic
long time
art school
later design arts technology
can assess line breaks when
get back
visions many in dreams
vocoders officedepot
military transcription
visual synaesthesia
dreams
nonstandard spelling or
wrong
diminishment of terms
itemize
keep spelling focus
poetry
vision declining
not dream telepathy
riff
dice
loss of keys
not remembering where
dreams wake up burning of libraries
advanced consciousness
just put pen cap on
legalize all drugs
not a radical agenda
MSDS
What have you
Phamaceutical advisoryes
Do most people need advice
from pharmacist?
Not me
Assess line breaks later
Uncertain location
Bignotebook
Stolen
one less empty
what have you writer
alcoholism
diminishment of terms
no three hoooked m
on keyboard
eyes blur
Though break
No
Vocoders
Painful auditory buzz
goto blog and erowid
blog password changed!
fought
phone internet fail
the moth story slam louisville
sick
a bit
chop
chae
august moon
nocoders rocoders
friends mail server attacked
beaten to death
ok now i think check phon
uncertain t+
text to mom
attempt text line breaks
break check research chems

slightly off center press
does erowid take .doc
or internet text or
both?

if anyone is looking
to start in network
bookstores only carmichaels
and others no
paranoid mail checks
or postcards yet
government conspiracy
theory office depot
remotes to phones
diminishment of terms
move to table no mom
texts of feelys
emotion even
slipping in and out of
dissociatis
5 mine medittion timer
off
spinflips switchflips
“as you disintegrate”
rational trip
dissociative motion
vocooders
vocoders
decision to keep in
psychedelic poetry
use drug names
in school text
high school
college
availability
of lsd psilocybin visuals
mescaline ayahuasca
native american church findable online
travel costs
host a white person?
visions
no black market
sad me pot only
check research chemicals
get first paycheck
trust fund
down to 48k
parent control
neat handwriting
question pens
do diaGNOSIS
no, schizophrenia diagnosis
diagnosis not
keep addictive drugs
away
DXM addiction?
No
Just alcoholism cigarettes
penheindbut phenibut
coffee
either alcohol or phenibut
not both no money
need sharpies
should have three
Joe kid 20 thief
notebook and cds or just maybe?
No not so crazy
nothing gone up my nose
lo these many
dont recall any
dont recall coke
opiates high school
oth
noted
psychedelic lightweight
no many years gone
give me 2cb
research chemical
understand how to proceed
psychedelic schizophrenia
dont write that
no studies ongoing
who doctors or me?
I say I no schizo
doctor say twice
water salaries maps
make the call
blog post erowid
see visions first poet
many called such
no difficulty finding things
preponderance of spoons votes
hard disc in the radio
visions of death?
Not net yet
Climate rage. diminishment
of terms to facebook,
also wordpress
also tumblr twitter but not posted
psychedelic dxm poetry and
medittion hat no secretsbut
dream telepathy
remeditate short page trip
report verse later erowid dxm
no sick

Compromise and Independence

Because I said so
That’s why
Threats
You will not get the better of me
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Labels of unquiet
Stereotypes
You have to leave all your stuff and your people outside
Generic white powder
Take the pills at least
Short typewriter bursts
Dependence
Independence
Staccato rhythms
Antiaircraft guns
.
Interior universe undisturbed
The driftwood of our lives
Washed up on some foreign shore
Blink
But when the tubes
A piano at play
The black lotus
The days of long ago
.
The days of long ago
Compromises none
Obedience?
There had been no conflict yet.
No awakening consciousness
Not especially.
Not right now.
See disclaimer.
You can if you want to.
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What jiggery-pokery is this?
Hoodoo
Not to misunderstand it.
Subconscious processes
Drink up. Time is running short.

[_______]-iverse

Waiting, neurological flames

And we dance around the rosy

Pitch darkness, epics in mythic time

Illegal state of mind

From the outside, sad but charming

From the inside, scaling many walls

Wait for what comes up

Drawing a blank

Climbing, neurological flames

Overcoming, still, I rise

I rise with the dawn to a new world, my child’s eyes

Dopamine fire hose, urge to dance {Not here!}

But if I were alone, it wouldn’t be interesting

Half a page for your $4 and 1 hour, an expensive writing proposition

You’ll need to reach happiness in your sobriety one day

The sustainable is what you can do

Growing increasingly faint

The thread to my ego longer and longer

Breath goes silent, the room impinges

Voices, many voices, echoing around me

Serotonin escape & what was her number?

Lack of the Earth shattering quality

I rise, and its like we are states away when its only 4 miles

Onrushing symptom, separating prediction from reality

Separating prediction from reality

Bringing on stream a generator of lovely, an engine of empty

Wisdom in our rumpled sheets, behind high eyelids

As if getting high really handled your questions

(It can handle some, if it itself is handled with an eye to it)

Holding my head up as if no one had ever judged me, instinctually

No weapons and no forcing, just a change in chemistry & bearing

Dissociatives? Speed? LSD? Fascism? Alcohol? Breakdancing? *&

Plus we go shed our bodies

we walk along sideways through

Time

The dissociative panopticon

Drowning

No swimming that night

Else we go

Left is dragon extreme

The speeding through constellations

Of thought

Working our minds around

Our condition

Shed the bodies

Walk

  • into the minds
  • Endless corridors of rooms

Losing ourselves in introspection

on the state of &+_

Self

Takes supreme confidence

Taking all pieces,

\

Integrating`.

The map expands, perhaps

Beyond ^ comprehension

In the blending of the other

Triahalogos  mystic screed

Working through

How much can you hold?

All comes back in some form e

Emerging after

//

The silent mind

Under the waves Silly I thought the wavesThe last

Under the waves 

Silly I thought the waves

The last border under which

None emerge

But here in the deep prussion blue

I stand immersed

In the numinous trance of the ancients

Flywheel panopticon on the surface world of cities

All laid bare to my eye

Solitary consciousness on the center

Of fate’s luminous causal web

Information all exposed to

The open mind

Vital Forces

moon1

Hold religious fervor of love

The waif waits

In the chasm of unknowing

Silent

With friends

Progressing through the life

Smiling again?

For the first time?

Who?

That is for you to wonder

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Politicization of Genesis

Sweeping sweetness under the leaves

And mind transforming ecstasies

Under the flaming sword

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And the voice that moves on the waters

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The grove alive with prescience,

presence,

preeminence,

silence,

and numinosity

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We do not float

We are enmeshed in flesh’s juices

Spirit’s exultation

Electromagnetism’s interplay of impossible colors

Riling the senses, the cerebrum, Broca’s Area

Transforming semantic web to eleventh dimension

The powerful sensations of LIfe, unleashed

Inflaming also

The heart’s tactility

moon2

red2

panpsy

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Pics (before edit):

zen Sutherland  CC BY-NC-SA 2.0

Mr. Nemo  CC BY-NC-SA 2.0

Katie Tegtmeyer  CC BY 2.0

Erich Ferdinand  CC BY 2.0

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exams being over, I may not miss another day for a while.


			

Dose Curve

The insert of the experience

Bears all the signal coordinates

The sight lines

Not something the uninitiated would recognize?

Hard to say

Low res, amateurish video technique

Happens to fit perfectly

To the gestalt

Dreams & replacement

Collapse of the wave

Expanded field

Of multivalence

Cognition

Stripped signifiers

Floats free of words

Dose curve drifts

Geometric progression

Synapses firing

Unified theta wave pulse

Under Wakefulness

Hemispheric isolation

Goes off the reservation

Occasional Carrier Pigeons

Go back & forth

Open reason analog processor

We come out of that labyrinth

Vertical levitation

See the aerial view

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