In focus, think of god, angels, the multiverse
Typical evening that triphead
Then to retranslate
All into symbols resembling sanity
Visions most fructulous, 5x the usual amount
A repeating new mantra, a very neat word
‘Bonkajeedevi’ follows through
A key to remember a key to remember
A key to remember the things to which one must not forget
A strike of anxiety on come down, a need for ethyl drink
A remembrance here after treatment, once funds exhausted
Never to have a day of such emptiness as the hangover four days later again
“Cunning, baffling, powerful” they say
A truth
Not that the steps are always necessary to work
Reassemble, I need you clear
You have goals
Clear mind, low anxiety
You are in physiological difficulty
It passes, abstract thought problems also
Ethyl drink will sabotage you, most times
Even periods of semi stability
Were bound to slip
Daily drinking,
Always an interference on creativity
Even three drinks of weeknights, too many on weekends
Bound to have spun you out of the job soon
The need of assigning meaning not necessary to mantras,
Remember it always, and remember the loss of time of avoidable sickness
And loss of memory of ethyl drink
Not to be paralyzed in illness,
Seems what is ordered
Such mote it be
And also to recall the Unitarian Panpsychist prayer
To remember that prayers can be answered
And intentions can be set to trips
Work into your process
And blessed be
Although before a thought to not drinking yet,
After the Holy Hangover of Void, a mood to avoid at all costs,
Yet time passes, and temptations are all around
See to it there is not a dose of purple that high again
Uncontrollable anxiety is to be avoided
As are anxieties of the more pedestrian sort..
